Will I ever?

The more I discover who I really am, the more lost I feel…

How much longer can I hide who I really am?
The heavy burden I have to carry along for so many years is getting heavier and heavier
waiting to fall
It's hard to see through the plastic
to look in the mirror and see
the mask I have to put on
every day
Over and over again
Will I ever be the person I really am?
I try to ignore it
try to forget the pain it causes me
but instead it gives me more pain

Afraid of losing the people I love
if I ever should tell
if I ever would show
the real me.